I know it has been awhile (almost the whole summer), since I have written a new blog.

The summer was filled with empty promises to myself of course, and basically much of nothing.

Now my favorite season is here, Fall!!! This is my time of renewal & promise.  With this new season, one of my main goals is to follow up with myself & not put things off.

I always speak to my friends and family that I want to be happy and become a better person. That will not happen until I take charge of my own life & make things happen for myself. How am I going to make someone happy until I make myself happy.

Going to Mother Wallace’s Women’s Seminar made me realize that although I have come far in life, there is definitely room for improvement. I need to “clean up my house” in order to evolve and become a better person. Instead of focusing on other people & their situations, I have to focus on myself and get rid of the emotional baggage that is preventing me from becoming a better person.

Mother Wallace also spoke about becoming a “Woman of God.” Being a “Woman of God” has so many meanings. I believe that being a woman of such entails being an adult and responsible for her household. I did not realize how much being a woman is important. Now that I think about it, I see my mom and how much she struggles to support my sister and me. My mom works, cooks, cleans, and takes care of her family. I see my mom as a Woman of God. I aspire to be like my mom, grandmother, and Mother Wallace.

My mind is so congested right now, it feels like there is a melting pot in my brain. So congested, it feels like one hazy fog- illustrated at its best.