hello and goodbye

It’s been a really really long time since I’ve blogged. So many things that happened over the last few months, it’s hard to describe each moment.

The biggest lesson I’ve learned this year is that one cannot bask in negativity. By thriving in negativity, nothing good can come out of it. I’ve experienced this through my encounters with certain people. Just because I knew these people, didn’t mean that they had my best interest at heart. The best thing to do is to walk away and learn from it. By not talking to certain people, it gave me the chance to think… to put my passions into something else and focus on relationships that really matter, that make a difference.

Time isn’t promised to everyone and especially with the death of my cousin Felipe, I learned that each second must be cherished. At any moment, time can cease to exist. As hard as this is, I am trying to take each day and do something I was supposed to do and not put it off, but also, I am taking the time to reflect on what I’ve done, what I’m supposed to do.

It’s so hard to compose my feelings. Ever had that moment when the ball is on your court, so to speak, and you can’t for the life of you say what’s on your mind? Well, that’s how I feel right now.