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I’ve been thinking… I don’t know how to say this, and I don’t think I ever will… but I know that it is time that I leave you alone This is YOUR fault!

All these years I trusted and believed in you! What a fool I was! Instead of the love and honesty I was promised, deceit and heartbreak was all you ever conveyed.

Everyone tried to warn me of your malicious nature, but I did not listen.
Your eyes captured me in the rarest way. Being with you melted all my insecurities.

I gave you the ability to walk on water. There was nothing that you could have done that could have made me hate you. I knew that as long as you needed me, you will always be my side. I was your lover, your nurturer, your everything.

Discovering you had another love took my breath away. A part of me died; better said, the fantasy of having the “perfect life” with you ceased to exist. Another had your love. Time proved to be the most cruel. It was evident that love, energy, amongst other things were all wasted.

Slowly, I am learning how to live again. Just as time heals all wounds, it is
healing me, giving me a reason to breathe once again. My oxygen now comes from my loved ones. It is pure and open; unlike your polluted air that maimed my heart and everything I had.

I have already wasted energy composing this letter.

Till we meet again

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